wants, needs, and fears.

wants;;
♥ a tray of brownies,
♥ some new books to read,
♥ a less psycho director for my show,
♥ friends who don't invite you to something, blow you off, then plan the same exact thing with someone else,
♥ a good grade in algebra 2,
♥ no zero period ever again,
♥ a boyfriend (maybe),
♥ or maybe just for him to notice me as something more than a friend.

needs;;
☠ a hug,
☠ a kiss,
☠ attention for once,
☠ straight a's,
☠ to change my next year's schedule so i'm in physics b ap,
☠ food and water,
☠ some time alone.

fears;;
✈ loneliness,
✈ crowds of people,
✈ starving,
✈ getting fat,
✈ knowledge,
✈ or lack thereof,
✈ losing the friends i have now,
✈ keeping the friends i have now, if they act like this all the time,
✈ drifting from my three best friends in the entire world since first grade.