5.01.2009

mayday, mayday!

I've used the term depressing at least three million times today. It was a pretty depressing day, after all. Well, it was hilarious, too, but depressing nonetheless.

First, I went to get soda and pizza with Sarina. While we were eating our pizzas, a girl walked up to us and asked if we were going to this middle school party. When Sarina told her we were in high school, the girl freaked out/cracked up before running off.

Then, we tried to prank-call our friend Nate into going to the front of his house area, where we were standing. He wasn't home. He was at the orthodontist.

Later, I found out that Fiddler on the Roof isn't exactly the most fun musical to watch after spending an hour watching it with Zach, Michael, and Sophie. We ended up running off to make videos/chill/listen to music.

Depressing is when the guy you like has been on lock-down for about two weeks, and you haven't been able to see/talk to him.

On the bright side, my dad says we might stay in New York City this summer. He found an apartment up for rent in the Upper East Side, which is where we're gonna stay in August. Sounds cool, right? Don't worry: I'll blog. I'll write more music. I'll practice driving (even though I never drive in New York. We stick to walking everywhere).

Oh, and speaking of driving, I get to do Driver's Ed this summer! I haven't exactly signed up yet, though, and I'm worried about crashing. Haha.

Summer come now.

Please?

Layer One: About you
Name: Tessa
Birthday: January 7
Current Location: my bedroom
Eye Color: light brown
Hair Color: dark brown
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

Layer Two: More about you
Your Heritage: American, German, Filipino
Your Fears: spiders
Your Weakness: organization (I'm clearly not organized...)
Goal: somehow talk to him? cause i haven't in a while...

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, And Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: shit, it's early.
Your bedtime: 10:00. but I don't sleep til 11.
Your most missed memory: the cruise D: so much fun.

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: root beer.
McDonald or Burger King: Burger King. you get crowns :D
Single or Group dates: ummmm...
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: peppermint hot cocoa >:D

Layer Five: Do You?
Smoke: EW GOD NO.
Have a crush: yeah...

Think you :
Want to get married: someday.
Believe in yourself: sometimes.

Layer Six: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: nope.
Gone to the mall: yes.
Eaten Sushi: : yes.
Gone skating: not in a long time.
Dyed your hair: never.

Layer Seven: Have Your Ever?
Played a stripping game: no way
Gotten beaten up: uh..
Changed who you were to fit in: not really.

Layer Eight: Getting Old
Age your hoping to be married: after 25?

Layer Nine: Perfect Mate
Best Eye Color: blue or green? anything really, though.
Best Hair Color: blonde.
Short or Long Hair: medium. not uber long, not buzz.

Layer Ten: What were you doing...
1 MINUTE AGO: this.
1 HOUR AGO: hanging with Zach, Sophie, and Michael
1 DAY AGO: school. STAR testing.
1 YEAR AGO: filming amasian productions. didn't feel empty all the time. less tired.

Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence
I LOVE: him. ackk, no i don't. i'm still in really like.
I FEEL: depressed.
I HATE: whoever decided to have us choose Fiddler.
I HIDE: behind my skinny jeans and guitar picks.
I MISS: him.
I NEED: acceptance. protection. a hug.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

What the fizzle. That is bullshizzle. In the hizzle.

I don't think I'm allowed to talk that way anymore. But then again, you're the only one reading this. Hopefully.

Ughh. I wanna go to new york. My parents don't get around much, and when we do we only travel to the same places we traveled to last year. We're going to Hong Kong this summer, though, even though New York seems ten zillion times funner.

THE FREAKING UPPER EAST SIDE?!? WHAT THE FART?!?

p.s. The word verification is "bennies". Lol.

tessa said...

Haha. You're right - you can't. (: Loveee youuu (nh).

OOOH. I've never really been in another country. TECHNICALLY i was in Mexico, but I never got off the ship cause my parents wouldn't let me.

I KNOW!! I kept wanting to be all "OMFG GOSSIP GIRL LAND!" but I was talking to my dad so I was like, "Oh, yes, there is a book series where girls live there..." Although I've been there before, lol. Just to hang at Central Park, though. It was tiiight(:

LMAO Bennies. Mine is just uniuyl :\