7.12.2009

beating myself up over and over again;;

I may have broke the internet, but he destroyed me.

And it's supposedly not even his fault. It's his friend's fault for stealing the phone and asking me out while pretending to be him.

It's my fault for saying yes.

It's Sam's fault for not figuring out that I liked him sooner.

So thanks, Sam and friend, for giving me that final push before I tumbled down into darkness. Thanks.

3 comments:

Kate said...

that is seriously not cool, jerkface friend. and it's really not your fault, tessa. who wouldn't have said the same thing in that situation? how were you supposed to know? it's his loser friend's fault, who apparantly has zero compassion towards any person of importance. he was just being a mega-rude jerk. so even though my name-calling skills are lacking, hopefully things between you and him are okay...

tessa said...

he hasn't responded to my texts and he hung up on me. if that answers your question, i mean.

i'm going to my best friend nicole's house in a few hours. she's gonna call him through my phone and sort things out and then she's gonna take me to yoga so i can get him out of my system.

Jackie said...

OH HAYYYYYLLLL NO.

Of course Sam has to pull a douchewaffle move. WHAT AN A-HOLE. And his friend is an a-hole too. I hope yoga works :(