RAWR. TESSA IS PRETTY PISSED OFF.

You guys probably hate me. I know you do. You guys just come onto my blog to read it and laugh at it. Because I'm supposedly funny. You know what? I don't want to be funny.

I want to be serious.

NOBODY has ever taken me serious. It's because I'm an Asian Jew, right? So everyone thinks I'm freaky alternative girl and that I should sit in a cave. Or maybe it's because everyone has some weird idea that I'm emo. Which I'm not.

But to please everyone, I'm just gonna crawl into a dark corner and cut myself. Hm, that's emo enough, isn't it? I mean, this girl in my Spanish class does it.

Well maybe I AM emo. But you guys all think it's some dark chick who thinks the world is crap. I only think it's crap because no one ever wants to help out the planet. I think my life sucks because I'm never taken seriously. I hate this. I seriously hate it.

Why can't people just be kind each other without judging everyone by appearance? That's why I actually like my internet friends better. They knew my personality before they even saw what I looked like. Sure, they thought I was funny, but they took me seriously.

But at school, everyone says "Hey, let's make fun of the Jew girl and tell her that it's her fault for Global Warming/the cheerleader being elected class president/whatever." At school, I am constantly being pressured into being the goody good who makes stupid comebacks because everyone wants to be better than me.

Well, I've fucking HAD it. I've had it with fucking Serafina's bitchiness. I've had it with fucking Pamelot's jerkass-ness and ignorance. I've had it with Brownie, who I've been nothing more than a best friend to, but who repays it by acting as if I'm her slave and flirting with the guys I like.

I'VE FUCKING HAD IT WITH YOU THREE AND YOUR SHIT FILLED MINDS.

((no, I don't hate anyone else. so sorry if i freaked jackie/aly/tammie/skye/brie/ava/kendall/kate/allie/anyone else out))